i need my computer back. really. i have so many things on it, and i feel so limited without it. i hate that. i hate it when you have to limit yourself to the next best thing, just because... because.

today, i got to sing. and i don't think i've ever sung like that before. i felt all ---- cleansed afterwards. it was odd, but nice i guess. i am frustrated, because i don't feel enough. basically, i guess i don't care. or. i get really annoyed so quickly, and i yell at people and get mad and act like an asshole. stupid me. i don't know what's wrong.

monday i went to the cinema, yesterday i went to the cinema, and today i am going to the cinema. and phonoteket is closing, so there will be no good music shop around anywhere close. i went there on monday and bought 5 cds, and i am poor now, and i am going to miss them and i don't know what the fuck to write i have no feelings. and you know what? i hate you! ha. hm. is hate a feeling?

silly me.