i don't get it. my boyfriend just left me. and so i asked wojciech over, a friend, so i wouldn't have to be alone. and they treat him. like he is my boyfriend. he is not. 'come on, sit closer, i'll take a picture, smile!' fuck you. yes, we used to date. so what. i can't even. tell him to leave because i just don't feel like saying anything. i just want to sit inside my thoughts. all i think about is malthe anyway. when i think of something else, i'll say something. maybe.

i'm so. tired. i just want everyone to go away. and i want him to come back. everyone. away. him. back.

i feel so stupid.