2002-09-04 >>>>> 006

my nose is stuffed and it feels like i am coughing up my lunges. how can a doctor just take a look at me and say that it is something to do with my state of mind? can they actually do that?

i told her they wanted to put me in the hospital. and she left. she said nothing. it just grows to show that i can't share this with anyone i know. there is no one i can turn to, no one i can run to when i feel alone. i am alone. there is no one.

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