so it is all back to normal, with me pretending i like my father, and him pretending he likes me. i still haven't been to school, but my mother says i have to go tomorrow. my cough has gotten worse, and my head feels like it is filled with 10 pounds of snot. it does not feel very nice. i feel like shit, and i can't do anything about it.

and i went to the doctor again today. he perscribed me some new antidepressants [efexor]. i took one two hours ago, and i am shaking all over, my head is spinning and i feel like i am going to vomit. stupid side effects. i never had side effects with zoloft, but maybe that was why they didn't work?