2002-12-29 >>>>> 080 he left me.
so i filled the tub with hot water, and lit candles all over the bathroom. downed one pill after the other with a bottle of chardonnay and cut my wrist. i don't remember much after that. woke up in the hospital, lonely and with a headache. he has left me. gone back to his parents. my heart aches. so much. so much pain. i can't stop crying. |
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