and so. they wanted to hospitalize me. i went to the doctor, because i had a stomach ache and sore throat. the doctor checked me in an instant, and said to me, "are you feeling alright? because sometimes these things are caused by something mentally." and so he sent me to the emergency thing at the psychiatric hospital, to let them be the judge if i should stay there. the woman said i looked "sad" and she said to see a psychiatrist [again] and maybe go one some pills [again].

why do i feel like i am the only one who understands me? i am the only one who seems to know that it is this house, and the people in it, that makes me want to rip my skin off.