so i'm not really pregnant. sorry.

it was an experiment that didn't really work, i suppose. you know, rumors on the internet. spreading to real life. all of a sudden people would be pointing and staring at me on the street, but they didn't really. no more than usual, any way.

some years ago i met a man at a party. i told him to listen to a band. after the party i forgot about him. tonight i met him again, and he told me how thankful he was that i introduced him to this band. i don't listen to this band anymore at all. but i guess that doesn't matter. he said i looked great. i feel weird when somebody remembers me from years back, because i guess i really am not that person anymore. but it is especially weird when it is a complete stranger that you've met only once, and when you meet them again, they see the change instantly. he did this. and i wish i could experience this. i want to meet someone i connected with once and then never saw again. i want to see what they are like now.

but when i think about it, i realise this is close to impossible, since i never really connect with anyone the first time i meet them. it's okay.