i'm happy to say that things have changed. definitely for the better. some boring facts:

* i work fulltime.
* i've had the same (!) boyfriend for over a year. and, here's the important part, i love him.
* i don't see a lot of people, but i don't mind so much. i guess that's the just way things are. living far away from each other will pull you in different directions, and there's not much you can do about that. i'm cool with it. i'll see you when i see you.
* i live in a really nice apartment with a really nice guy and we have nice times.
* i'm not unhappy, and i'm not so angry any more either.
* i'm pregnant.

also, i finished the under byen website, and i don't like it. but they do, so it's alright.