people take me too seriously. why assume that i am writing to, for or about them? if you only knew what went on in my head. it's sad, and i am sorry, but i am not in control.

there's nothing wrong with me, i am just a teenager. this is normal. i am immature and self centered. and it would be so much easier if i was not divided into two parts. one saying I WANT ATTENTION, and the other going I JUST WANT TO BE ALONE. go figure. because i've given up.