i can't even sleep it away. i slept all day. i slept pretty much all day yesterday as well. what's the point? really. someone, give me a reason to live, because i see none.

but then, the day will come where it's not so bad, and i'll think, "god, i was so stupid". and then again, it will all come washing back over me. so why do i keep trying? am i even trying? am i doing anything, besides whining? i can't see the differences. it all looks the same.

everyone has "betrayal" written all over their faces. and my heart is so black i cannot wipe it off their pretty skin.