i've cried. so much. i can't even explain it, and i am so embarrassed. i think. i've been in copenhagen all day, at the university, city hall... memorial day for holocaust//genocide//auschwitz. you know the drill.

last year i wrote about the extermination-camps during WW2. it influenced me greatly, and left me in a state of coma for weeks. the coma is back. i am crying and crying without tears. it feels horrible. i know i have nothing to do with it, but i can't keep it inside. it's too tragic.

i hate this. too many feelings inside of me. i need to get rid of them.