typical me. i really really can't hold on to anyone. fucking shit. and it wouldn't matter, because they would just slip right through my fingers.

i can't believe how stupid i am. and. i don't even really know what i did. or do i? grr. too fucking touchy.

fucking grr. i am going to make a new layout. right now. fucking shit. gah. i hate myself. stop fucking talking, idiot!

and happy fucking 100th.