allowing myself to remember all these feelings is making my heart beat faster. it's pounding in my chest like someone is pointing a gun at me. am i close to death? probably not. and then again most likely closer than i think. this song, buried in water, it's scary, because i can imagine that and that's what it sounds like because it's beautiful and like i said fucking scary man. seriously, the girl will always break your heart. always. i know this because i am the girl and i will break your heart and continue to do so because that is all i know because that is all i feel.