i have to remind myself that just because i get mad at someone or feel like i'm being treated like shit, it's no reason to stop talking to that person all together. i keep saying, "this is the last time i'm ever talking to him/her!", but i always come back. which is sometimes something i hate about me. i'm the crawler. (but in reality, i am just overdramatising)

also, i need to remind myself that people don't want to hear about it, and that is why they don't ask. when people ask, i hate them for being too annoying and ignorant and curious. and when they don't ask, i hate them for being too inconsiderate and for not caring enough about me.

i could write it all down where i know most would read it, but what would be the point? i don't really want everyone to know. too many people know too much, anyway.

meh.