i am 18 now. i don't feel much different. i spend my time taking pictures, and uploading them to my computer, and then my blog.

danielle is not coming. i don't know how to feel. i just can't see why she wants to throw all this away. we always fight, but it just seems to get worse and worse every time. and we have both changed a lot over the past year. sigh. i feel hopeless.