2003-01-30 >>>>> chapter two fuck this. fuckit. fuck fuck fuck. i hate him. i hate myself for not being able to let go. i hate that i am crying, i hate that i want him back. fucking fucking asshole dick bastard idiot i hate him! and i miss him so much. stupid stupid stupid me.
i don't ever want to have feelings again. never. never never never. feelings are stupid, and you only get hurt. and. fuck the countdown. fuck it. i am sick and tired of crying and hurting and hating and everything. i am sick of everything. pathetic stupid losers just need to die. one less. no more countdown. i am done waiting. |
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